Yearning

January 13, 2009
I have felt like I have been going through the motions in my walk with God. The feeling is a bit unsettling, a yearning for "more". I just didn't know what that "more" was. I had grown stagnant in my walk, a level of complacency which I have been half-heartedly trying to shed for about a year now. I have looked to my friends in hopes of shedding this feeling, but the more time I spend with them the more unsettled I have felt. I took a leap of faith in trying to find a small group that would set my course, today was our first meeting. I hurried through my morning trying to accomplish too much, allowed the enemy to feed my insecurities; and while driving with my head in a fog, I was stopped for speeding. I was going over 50mph in a 35 zone. Thank you God for getting my attention, and for getting me off with only a warning; and God Bless the Sherrif who stopped me. I arrived just in time, and immediately had a sense of being where I needed to be. My hope for this Blog is to keep me focused, to keep in touch with others, and to deepen my relationship with God.